Is God a risk?

I have an aversion to risk. I play it up like I'm an adventurer and my life may even look like I am, but I meticulously plan every detail. I like to know for sure that the choices I make will benefit me and not cause me heart-break or cost me my emotional comfort. This aversion to risk plays itself out most devastatingly in my spiritual life. I want my relationship with God to be nailed down, taped up, wrapped in twine, inside a nice little box with a bow on top. I don't want to have to guess about anything. This, I often think to myself will be the most meaningful, secure way to live my life as a Believer. Because obviously if you have to ask too many questions about something or if it looks and feels a little too much like a real relationship, then it can't possibly be true. But Daniel Taylor in The Myth of Certainty thinks otherwise:

"No significant area of life is free from risk. It is a key ingredient in every accomplishment and every relationship. Whenever a decision is required, there is a risk. Wherever we must act, there is a risk. Wherever people intertwine their lives, there is risk. Should we expect it to be any different in our relationship with transcendence? Why should we insist on being certain about God, on having proof of His existence, or on having unmistakable absolutes on which to build a faith when none of these is compatible with being the finite creatures God has created? If risk is an inescapable part of the daily life of the businessman or woman, the politician, the farmer, the artist, if it is at the heart of all meaningful relationships between people, then we should not be chagrined or embarrassed to find it also at the heart of a relationship with God."

So what about you? Would classify your relationship with God as a risk? Why or why not?